​they all seem so happy

[Verse 1]
I can't feel my heart
It's been robbed and held hostage
I'm drunk on loneliness
Out back weeping shirtless
'Cause life has lost its spark
It's a black and white film strip
Every night delirious
Searching for the purpose

[Chorus]
'Cause no one seems to be around me
All alone or when I'm surrounded
These fucked up thoughts
Make my head feel crowded
My eagerness renders me invalid
I tried my best
But they're laughing at me
Wish it had come easier
Thеy all seem so happy

[Verse 2]
In the wasteland of my thoughts
I search through thе ruins
For anything that's left
To turn into profit
Turn into profit
Turn into profit

[Chorus]
'Cause no one seems to be around me
All alone or when I'm surrounded
These fucked up thoughts
Make my head feel crowded
My eagerness renders me invalid
I tried my best
But they're laughing at me
Wish it had come easier
They all seem so happy

[Chorus]
'Cause no one seems to be around me
All alone or when I'm surrounded
These fucked up thoughts
Make my head feel crowded
My eagerness renders me invalid
I tried my best
But they're laughing at me
Wish it had come easier
They all seem so happy