Fear

you been there since day one,
leaving’s not an option,
demon’s in my conscience,
angel made me conscious,
bringing out the best in me,
life has been a recipe,
of disaster, rest in peace,
can i plead insanity?

cuz i’m hearing voices now,
and these voices stress me out,
show you that i’m not the one,
yet you pick to stick around,
lucky that you’re loving me,
lucky that you’re here for me,
thank you, it’s the best for me,
i love you, but please believe,

fear is familiar,
and this fear, it’s so linear,
inner voices tell me to let go,
but my heart knows that i won’t,

fear is an old friend,
it’s a shame that i know him,
‘cuz i’m scared of knowing,
if i’m truly broken,
i thank you
for picking up my pieces,
for being there for me
when everyone else was leaving.

count my blessings ‘cuz i’ve been blessed with you,
fight my monsters, because they’re wrestling you,
it’s kind of funny how sad i get,
when we aren’t together, i’m a mess.

we been here since day one,
leaving’s not an option,
a demon, i’m a monster,
an angel, you are godsent
bringing out the best in me,
life has been a recipe,
of disaster, rest in peace,
can i plead insanity?

i used to say i’m sorry,
and they said “you better be”,
i ask do you forgive me?
they say “nah, rest in peace”
now i tell you i’m sorry,
you say “it’s fine baby,
boy we make mistakes,
but i love you like crazy,
we solve problems together,
and that way it’s better.”

you say “you may have messed up,
but that doesn’t mean i’m leaving,
i know we’re messed up,
but we’ve got to keep cheering,
we’ve got to keep fighting,
for what we believe in,
i believe in us,
that’s enough of an achievement,
you have have messed up,
but my love, look, it’s alright,
nothing is perfect,
and our love will be alright,
i’m not going anywhere,
i promise i won’t go,
i’ll be with you forever,
and everyone’ll know.”