Doesn’t Matter

[Verse 1]
There you are
Here again
I've told you before I don't want to be your friend
There you are
Too far away
My chest burns as I see you
[?] walk away

[Chorus]
I don't want to, I don't want to feel the way I do
What can I do?
I don't want to, I don't feel like getting hurt by you
What can I do?

[Verse 2]
Don't listen to her
Only cut your hair if you want to
Don't censor yourself; someone will always love what you do
Don't listen to them, you can do whatever you want
Everyone knows originality is hot

[Chorus]
I don't want to, I don't want to feel the way I do
What can I do?
I don't want to, I don't feel like getting hurt by you
What can I do?

[Verse 3]
Let me crawl through your ear into your head
I wanna know the weird shit you think about just laying in your bed
And I would listen to you talk until my eardrums crack
And I would still ask you to sing for me even after the fact
And I will never, ever let you know just how much it gets my go
To think of how much fun you have together while I'm here alone
And it feels like I get colder every day
Let's just hope my eyes freeze over and keep their tears out of my way

[Interlude]
I'm just so happy for you

[Verse 4]
Stupid motherfucker, why can't you just fall in love with me
I mean I know I can't change the feelings you [?]
And I'm really not a terrible person I just think that you're the shit
I'm really happy she makes you happy, although it makes me sick to think of it
'Cause I am so careful with who I love
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore
And I am so fucking careful with what I do
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter when it comes to you
When it comes to you