Holy Ejaculate

I’m losing my mind just thinking of time that’s been melting my soul away
I haven’t done shit & I’m ready to quit because I can’t get in any other word to say
My brain’s gone and turned on me
I’m surprised I still can see
& tell a rock from a tree
I’m only shades of blue when I’m told I’m supposed to be a rainbow
People says that I’m so nice
Others say that I’m cold as ice
But when I think of paradise
I imagine myself buried six feet under & burning far below

God’s a fat bitch
Christ is just God’s holy ejaculate

I’ve swallowed every lie
My eyes staring at the sky
I hope I bleed before I die
But every chance I get I know it’s gonna be a hit or a miss
My skin it don’t see sun-rays
I’m sleeping away my days
I don’t really have much to say
I’m just protected by the ejaculation of serpents sealed with a kiss

Come slither over & taste my cum
Lick the tip with your forked tongue
Let your underbelly upon my breast
Wrap your tail around my neck

God’s a fat bitch
I am just a dog’s ejaculate
I am just a dog’s ejaculate
I am just a dog’s ejaculate
I am just a dog’s Ejaculate
Your god is the devil you despise

I’m cursed I’m sure & I am so poor that I can’t account for what I said
I am so lost & I can’t count the cost or recall any book that I ever read
It’s getting late or is seven & eight
Just words on an English alphabet?
Is time just mine or a paradigm
Of whoever is counting life & death?

Everyone is just fine
All of this is alright