Out the Bubble (feat. Collin Xanderr)
Life is such a mess
Havin trouble handling that I am so depressed
Every day I'm lying when they asking if I'm stressed
I just feel like they don't wanna know or that it's just a test
I'm so tired of just tryin to impress you
I'm no less cuz I'm doin what I wanna do
I feel blessed but I'm cursed
Turning bad into worse
All the trauma gonna burst
Out the bubble but it hurts worse if you let it go for longer
I feel sick but nobody sees me somber
I'll make it cuz I really love my mama
Always feel like I'm in the center of drama
But fuck that, I'm just tryna chill in the sauna
Cuz if I don't relax imma be a goner
I tried to warn ya
I'm scared of boredom
If I don't stay distracted then my thoughts get stored
underneath of all the things that I've been tryna avoid but
I know it's gone catch up to me I take the portal
I leave in hope of another answer
I looked death in the eyes, she's a dirty dancer
Then I came back with a bunch of questions
I know the lesson
But my suggestion
Try to find a way to live your life in the present
I hope you listen, I want the best
and I know that everybody can't just get the message
My final wish is to help the kids that
feel like me man I hope I did that
My final wish is to help the kids that
feel like me, man I hope
Life is such a mess
Havin trouble handling that I am so depressed
Every day I'm lying when they asking if I'm stressed
I just feel like they don't wanna know or that it's just a test
I'm so tired of just tryin to impress you
I'm no less cuz I'm doin what I wanna do
I feel blessed but I'm cursed
Turning bad into worse
All the trauma gonna burst
Out the bubble but it hurts worse if you let it go for longer
Cause when I'm with you I feel so much stronger
And in these hard times I need a rider
Want me to meet her mama
Tryna stick to the script like java hey
Girl why don't you just come through
Come over when you want to
I got feelings for you want you to see
I been moving through life
Running in the moonlight
It ain't always just blue skies
Got to do with me
I forget I'm blessed
Cause all these things run through my mind I can't get off my chest
Laying in my room all day cause feelin like I'm pressed
So we're gonna do us because I know that is the best
Sometimes I feel defeated
Doin things you know I didn't mean it
But I can take a loss right now concede it
But the more that you hold
The more that you sold
I can't keep goin on much longer
Life is such a mess
Havin trouble handling that I am so depressed
Every day I'm lying when they asking if I'm stressed
I just feel like they don't wanna know or that it's just a test
I'm so tired of just tryin to impress you
I'm no less cuz I'm doin what I wanna do
I feel blessed but I'm cursed
Turning bad into worse
All the trauma gonna burst
Out the bubble but it hurts worse if you let it go for longer