Chains

It's hard to tell the difference between living and dying
But at this rate, I'm not sure if it's even worth trying
Because in the end you only know what you learn
It's easy to give in when there's nowhere left to turn
I can't help feeling everything's confusing
Build up just to fall apart I'm tired of losing
I always told myself I wanted to be free
I looked for the answer and the problem was me, go
The problem was me
The problem was me
Digging my way out of this has consumed me with fear
I can't fight all of the voices in my head that I hear
Always telling me I'm not enough and never around
I can't tell them what I've been through 'cause I'll just let them down
Just let them down
Just let them down
I feel my thoughtless mind come awake
Over and over until I break
Fighting and trying to break these chains
So one day I can be free from this pain
Fill the hole that's inside of me
Fill the void that I can not see
Kill me cut me down criticize me
Start to relapse can't set myself free
Try to give it up over and over
Feel myself fall lower and lower
You can throw me to the ground
But I won't let you keep me down
Not wrapped around your fingers, I won't fall for your tricks
I'm cutting you out, you make me sick, blegh
You make me sick
You've had a hold on me, for long enough
I'm standing up, I'm calling your bluff
You tried to rob me of all I am
But I've learned to let go, be a better man
I feel my thoughtless mind come awake
Over and over until I break
Fighting and trying to break these chains
So one day I can be free from this pain
I feel my thoughtless mind come awake
Over and over until I break
Fighting and trying to break these chains
So one day I can be free from this pain
I filled the hole, I've discovered me
There's no more void, now I'm finally free
I filled the hole, I've discovered me
There's no more void, now I'm finally free