Hurricane Hearts

You dragged this out for days
I said that I was sorry, I didn't say that I could change
And all I know, is that it's been a long, long wait
You speak of weight?
You speak of weight, my love?
I've been where no sun shines, no flowers grow
You speak of cursed? You wouldn't know the word
I know a place where love fears to tread, I call it home
So here's to your darkest days, where all of the weather, happened in the same place and it rained like hell
And I still recall the day, that you signed your heart away to a hurricane and it rained like hell
I said that I was sorry, I didn't say I could change
I am sinking, I feel I'm sinking again
Underneath there's an ocean between the cracks in the floor
I am stricken, I am all of your flaws
My head is a goddamn mess and I don't love a thing anymore
I come undone
So here's to your darkest days, where all of the weather, happened in the same place and it rained like hell
And I still recall the day, that you signed your heart away to a hurricane and it rained like hell
Familiar clouds, familiar rain
Ever-present cycle, darkest days
Creaking chains, dire waves, thinking where I went astray
Pretty sure I know the year, but I could never place the date
And I'll never find my solace, I'll just rearrange the maze
And somewhere between all the fucking nerves and all the shame
There's every good thing I could be, but I'll never fucking change