I just want to live again

been 3 years since uve been gone
nd ever since ive been able to do
do the things a man would do
like findin love again but love is done
to many nights ive stayed away
fallin asleep that took two bottles of vine
now my nights turn into days
im all messed up inside im all alone

theres a part of me that wants to scream i dont care
another part of me is hopin u would be there
ud be there
Girl but you're not and tonite i gotta do my thing for me
its alright that you have done your thing, and its cool
that you moved on, i'm glad that you stayed strong
but now it's time for me to do mine
and i just wanna live again