#Semitruckscantstopus

People don't change
They become more of what they already are
And that's why I don't ever get that far
Despite trying, trying so damn hard
I stay the same
And all the ways you wish that I could be
I must have never had those traits in me
I've been looking and failing miserably
All I find's the feeling
That I'm running out of luck
And next time I won't walk away
When I hit a semi-truck
If I'm not here tomorrow
My dear remember this
The small mistakes I always make
That's what you're going to miss
The most
You'll rearrange
The pots and pans on the drying rack
So they don't fit and make a clumsy stack
Like I used to do but that won't bring me back
And other days
You'll put away things where they don't belong
Sort the clothes and do the laundry wrong
Like I used to do but darling I'll be gone
I just can't shake the feeling
That I'm running out of luck
And next time I won't walk away
When I hit a semi-truck
If I'm not here tomorrow
My dear remember this
The small mistakes you say you hate
That's what you're going to miss
The most