HOPELESS (feat. JOE)

Aye

I'm too busy numbing pain to even talk to ya
Lately life has been unfair is just all too familiar
I'm just tryna change my ways change myself
I don't recognize the man I'm seeing in the mirror
Aye
I fog it up and draw a smile
Now it's getting clearer
Like a picture
More you stare the more it makes sense to ya
Appreciate from far away
How do you admire
So I move close to find the blemishes
Behind desires
Aye
Why I do this to myself
Aye
Mental blows below the belt
Aye
You ain't like nobody else
Aye
Why I do this to myself
I been
Up like way too long
Now I'm tryna write this song
I been tryna do my shit
Monkey Luffy, money long
Spent too long, the underdog
Now I'm tryna find my way
I been up late nights, cause I don't sleep
I been up real late baby, past 3
I been doing everything to help me gain peace
I been doing everything and still I can't sleep
I been up late nights, cause I don't sleep
I been up real late baby, past 3
I been doing everything to help me gain peace
I been doing everything and still I can't sleep

I don't care where I'm going, where I've been or where I'm 'bout to be
I don't have time or patience for finding out what I believe
They say to stop and breathe
They think they might know everything
You're all just rushing me I can't be part of your machine
Cause I shut it off
Come back when I'm alone
I'm sorry when you need me
I won't pick up the phone
Cause I'm out working for it
I don't know why I'm working
But I just keep hustling cause they say that it will be worth it
I just wanna know how close I am to dying
If I said I have more time to give I feel like I'd be lying
Losing count of days going by cause you know I'm tired
Now I'm tired and I'm hopeless
Now you know I'm hopeless
I guess it's easy having no friends
Now you know I'm hopeless