Holding On To Things That Are Gone

I don't wanna love again
Cause i'm holding on
To things that are gone
I don't wanna change again
Cause i'm scared that i might
Come up wrong

But i'm not too strong anymore
And i can't hold on
I'm not too strong anymore
So please just let me go

I'm stupid like I'm gone lucid
Im'a ring Cupid
Left me in pieces huh
Time to eat up my reese's cup

Wish you never would a could a of kissed me
Bullet to your head do you miss me
I was gonna kick it with your bestie
Thought about it thought about it
Why the fuck your promise and you left me

On the wall on the wall paper
Talk tomorrow then he fucked you later
He bullied you whatever
It was me who fucking thought we'd see the world together
And that's facts And You know it

And I'm sick of your fucking friends
They think that I'm gloating
But I'm floating cause I'm smoking
And I know you'll never try it
And you'll never fucking change and i know you closed minded on god

Is it stupid to think I fucking dream about you
Before I sleep I fucking scream without you
Ego aside I'd never leave without you
Stop playing with me I couldn't breathe without you

I don't wanna love again
Cause i'm holding on
To things that are gone
I don't wanna change again
Cause i'm scared that i might
Come up wrong

But i'm not too strong anymore
And i can't hold on
I'm not too strong anymore
So please just let me go