When I’m Laughing I Can’t Believe It And I Lose Control In The Best Way I Can

[Verse 1]
When you wake up
Do you feel that
The lack of energy
Inside your own head
When you get up
Do you feel that
The bugging feeling
You want to go back
When you get dressed
Do you feel it?
The constant discomfort
Inside your own clothes
When you get on
The way to your everyday life
Do you feel that feeling in your stomach?
Don't you feel that feeling in your stomach?
I say
Before I swallow
I am honest
I'm a liar
When I'm choking
It isn't my fault
I couldn't handle the answer

[Chorus]
Do you feel that
When you're awake?
It is constant
It is creeping
It is distant
But it feels closing
Maybe closer than we're thinking

[Verse 2]
When I'm sleeping
I am dreaming
A nice change of pace
From my nightmare when conscious
When I'm dreaming
I am peaceful
Waking up was never easy, but
When I'm with you
It feels so real
That you wouldn't believe it
That it were true
When I'm smiling
I can't believe it
And I lose control
And I am laughing
When I'm laughing
It feels so good
And I lose control
In the best way I can
And it feels so great
That you're not leaving
I like your smile
Can I keep it?

[Chorus]
Do you feel that
When you're awake?
It is constant
It is creeping
It is distant
But it feels closing
Maybe closer than we're thinking