​​it’s all in my head

Depression season incoming, we in here for real

I just gotta give it up
Don't care if I'm a quitter
Don't care if you livid uh
Don't care if you livin up
Don't care if my body falls
Don't care if I'm 6 feet in the dirt fore I can say it all

I just wanna give give it up
Don't care if I'm sent to hell
Don't care if I get sent up
Don't care if you livin up
Don't care if my body falls
Don't care if I'm 6 feet in the dirt fore I can say it all

I don't even know what anybody wants from me
All I think about is the next time I'll fuckin bleed
Know it's bullshit cause I'm trapped inside of my own head
If I let these thoughts roam free thеn I'd be dead

Maybe that would bе better cause that's all I'm livin up for
I keep doing this shit when I don't know who it is for
All I do is beat my wrist so much I'm getting blood sores
All I can do now is ask myself "What am I good for?"

Nothing even matters at all anymore
Nothing matters at all
Nothing matters at all

I just gotta give it up
Don't care if I'm a quitter
Don't care if you livid uh
Don't care if you livin up
Don't care if my body falls
Don't care if I'm 6 feet in the dirt fore I can say it all

I just wanna give give it up
Don't care if I'm sent to hell
Don't care if I get sent up
Don't care if you livin up
Don't care if my body falls
Don't care if I'm 6 feet in the dirt fore I can say it all