Smile Later

What's new? same shit I see!
All week sleeps my enemy
Fake love I don't need it
No reason
Im a keep it real you pretend
I been on this rapping
Not recent
Just took a little while
Now I begin
This life worth wild
I plead 5th
Still ten toes down back bleeding
Ain't no other style like me here
That's probably why they thought
I was the end
Me to mutha fucka I was sinking
To the bottom of the barrel
Where a beast is
I found myself guess we even
No answers just a whole lot of Dreaming
I miss smiling for no God dam Reason
Why they want to stop my breathing
Probably cuz I see em misleading
I Snapped out a daze
Made a way towards my freedom
I wish it wouldn't be this way
It's War Everyday
Ain't nobody wins either
Tread light and still find evil
You Along for the ride? yeah me to
Equal!
Naa I ain't waiting for a redo
The times right now
I gotta leave soon
Be you
Cuz
I can't stay for long I'm on constant Go
I can't make this up I had to die alone
I came back from losses I was on my Own
Ain't no way that often that's just How it goes
Some things won't change around Me!
I'm so far in the deep end
Everyday they pray I need em
But I'm to busy fighting my demons
Yeah!
This my soul I keep
people will do anything for freedom
Huh!
I peep close stay focused
Soon My times will be here
Long nights I stayed up broken
I wrote these words
I was hopeless
No lie this time I'm on it
I hit a few curves
Now
I'm all in!
I know I'm Disturbed
And it cost me
I gotta keep going
I'm exhausted
Look in my eyes
I ain't lost yet
how Im going up higher
Never thought that
(Pause)
Fuck it I'm gone nostalgic
I remember how all this started?
I ain't have shit but my promise
Now I'm taking off
Ain't no one else around me
Dam
But I need more I cant call in
Yeah
My Hearts cold I don't feel hardly
It's been a dark road I'll be honest
I'm just trying to go
Far beyond this stardom