The Wanting
Silence - surrounds me
But I am not alone here
My vision - is blurry
The bright lights disturbing
No memory - how I got here
But they keep staring at me
They look so disgusting
How could I doubt their existence?
The needles injections
It feels like a dissection
The torture - so painful
It feels so disdainful
My limbs unresponsive
Can I please quit this?
My skin full of blisters
I hear them whisper
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe i should just die here, please just let me die here
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe I should just die here, please just let me die here
In the darkness I am grieving
My consciousness fading
I feel so lost here
But they keep staring at me
The bright lights - a white room
There is no strength to fight them
Believing is seeing
But my blindness increasing
The purpose - still unclear
The needles - still in me
In pain I'm struggling
And I'm slowly fainting
The blood all round me
What objectives do they pursue?
Almost unconscious
I feel I have lost
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe I should just die here, please just let me die here
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe I should just die here, please just let me die here
I should just die here please just let me die here
Please just let me die here please just let me die here
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe I should just die here, please just let me die here
The wanting, the bleeding, the hurting, the screaming
The crying, denying, but I am not complying
The darkness and the silence, all the blood and the violence
Maybe I should just die here, please just let me die here