bipolar

[Verse 1]
I can't stick at anything for very long
Don't know what it is but there's something wrong
Woke up at eleven, binged a whole Netflix series
Got dressed and wrote this song
Can't finish anything I'm meant to do
Say I'm being productive but it's never true
Day after day, I'm procrastinating
On my knees, begging please, can I follow through?

[Chorus]
Do you know what it's like
To live in fear of your own mind?
Looking for some pain relief
The world is crumbling beneath my feet
I said I'd be fine by now
Tryna exist but I don't know how
Do you know what it's like
To live in fear of your own mind?

[Verse 2]
Can't fake happiness for very long
Shouldn't be surprised everybody's gone
I try to be glad, I'm so out of practice
I need help if I'mma carry on
Can't tell you anything I haven't said
I go from feeling god-like to wishing I was dead
Day after day, I'm tryna sustain
Be the master of my domain
But I can't

[Bridge]
No I can't

[Chorus]
Do you know what it's like
To live in fear of your own mind?
Looking for some pain relief
The world is crumbling beneath my feet
I said I'd be fine by now
Tryna exist but I don't know how
Do you know what it's like
To live in fear of your own mind?

[Verse 3]
Can't try anything I haven't tried
I'm a slave to a broken mind
Fell off a peak, now I'm in a valley
I hope I see you on the other side