Not This Time

I’m not really surprised
That you said what you said
Cause rejection
Always messes with my head
And I’m sorry that I don’t look good
When I’m hanging on your arm
I didn’t think you’d have that taste about you

If you can’t attain what you want to attain
Can you hold yourself to a promise again
That you’ll be kind just this one time?

But you won’t ever know me like I do
Don’t you try and tell me what’s not true
I won’t try and give myself up this one time
You won’t ever know me like I do
Don’t you try and tell me what’s not true
I won’t let me give myself up this one time

You can say that you hate my style
And it’s cool if I’m not green in the eyes
But be honest, be honest with me, please

And well, you’re a liar
And it’s been pretty fun tryna twist around the ways
Where anything you said makes any sense at all
And well, you’re a liar
And it’s been pretty fun tryna twist around the ways
Where anything you said could maybe
Save me

But it doesn’t matter anymore
Cause you won’t ever know me like I do
Don’t you try and tell me what’s not true
I won’t try and give myself up this one time
You won’t ever know me like I do
Don’t you try and tell me what’s not true
I won’t let me give myself up this one time

It’s not her fault
Cause it’s only me in silence
Can I justify myself?
Well, I don’t know
It’s not her fault
Cause it’s only me in silence
Can I justify this?