Never Fed Me

[Hook: Gar]
I'm feeding the streets, cause the streets never fed me
Three meals a day was not a guarantee
Whole life I never felt like I was free
I never grew up in the right place
Overheard the teachers saying I was a disgrace
I wanted to disappear without a trace
Fighting some demons and losing the race
Fighting everyone they thought I was bad
11 years old when I first met my dad
16 years old I became very sad
By 17 years old I had gone mad
18 years old and I'm all alone
19 years old I won't have a place to call home
Any chance I had at succeeding was blown
When you're deep in the mud there's no way to atone

[Verse 1: Gar]
I was walking with no direction in the city
Forget what happiness feels like when your life has been shitty
The least they could've done was show me some pity
Been through some times that were less than pretty
14 years old I had written my will
Thought life was meaningless I wanted to kill
Life was living hell like living in Brazil
Would've ended it all if it wasn't for drill
Why would you see the state of this world and have a child
Since I was 10 years old I've never smiled
Town I lived in looked like it was defiled
They call me troubled but I'm really just wild
18 years I been waiting for better days
I'm coping with lean but I need better ways
Always tried my best but never got any praise
You can't tell me the past three years have been a phase

[Interlude: Luke Fagerson & News Reporter]
Yeah I feel good
Hundred percent?
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[Verse 2: Gar]
No one knows what goes on inside my head
It's some new kind of poison it's starting to spread
All of my tears been creating a thread
Some nights I ain't eat so I'd die for the bread
I don't talk to nobody I fucking hate
My brain is starting to deteriorate
18 years old never been on a date
Talked to a girl it ruined my mental state
That's why I watch anime
I don't hide my demons I put them on display
I don't even feel blue, I just feel gray
I'm never good so don't ask me if I'm okay

[Hook: Gar]
I'm feeding the streets, cause the streets never fed me
Three meals a day was not a guarantee
Whole life I never felt like I was free
I never grew up in the right place
Overheard the teachers saying I was a disgrace
I wanted to disappear without a trace
Fighting some demons and losing the race
Fighting everyone they thought I was bad
11 years old when I first met my dad
16 years old I became very sad
By 17 years old I had gone mad
18 years old and I'm all alone
19 years old I won't have a place to call home
Any chance I had at succeeding was blown
When you're deep in the mud there's no way to atone

[Outro: Luke Fagerson]
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