Anti Body

[Verse 1]
Don't know how to feel
When you want to see
All the pain you cause
To your family

[Verse 2]
Suffering the most
I hear what you say
Everything is clear
I can't live that way

[Verse 3]
Don't know how to feel
When you want to break
All the things you love
Thinking it's okay

[Verse 4]
Cutting into flesh
Till the loop returns
Everything is black
Now that you confess

[Verse 5]
I begin to try
I can't shake the urge
Burying the fear
Stifling the cry

[Verse 6]
It's not like they said
Best time of your life
Giving all you can
Love you till your dead

[Verse 7]
I can hear a voice
It begins to shout
Making me believe
I would have no choice

[Verse 8]
I can feel the eyes
Looking over me
Following my skin
Cannot cease to be

[Chorus]
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down

[Verse 9]
When I was fourteen
I hid in his room
Hoping I would sleep
Never be exhumed

[Verse 10]
History and the past
It was always there
Swallowing the pill
Till I breathed my last

[Verse 2]
Suffering the most
I hear what you say
Everything is clear
I can't live that way

[Verse 11]
Don't know how to feel
When I want to end
All the time I've had
Thinking it's not real

[Bridge]
Shout
See
Shout
See

[Chorus]
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down

[Verse 9]
When I was fourteen
I hid in his room
Hoping I would sleep
Never be exhumed

[Verse 10]
History and the past
It was always there
Swallowing the pill
Till I breathed my last

[Chorus]
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down
I can't let you in
It takes too much to get out
If I don't let you in
That full force pushes me down