Miserable

I wish I'd forgotten all about you
To live in the present has been a difficult thing to do
'Cause I keep the memories of your rotten face locked up so tight where they cannot escape
The ugliest parts of my mind are what I hide from everyone I know and it's there where you reside
You're festering in a pool of hate and blame and I visit you almost every… everyday
Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane
And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly
So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity,
I hope in secrecy you're just like me
Any time well spent has been tainted by your detrimental words that replay inside my head
You've trained my narrator to spew torment
And it's tragically there at any moment
It forces me to doubt conversation
For fear of inability to sound competent
A thought can't cross my mind without debate, as it visits me almost every… everyday
Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane
And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly
So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity,
I hope in secrecy you're just like
You're just like me
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na everyday
Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane
And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly
So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity,
I hope in secrecy you're just like me