Home For No One

You told me I am free now And I'm going to where I've come from The place you name home The place to wash off the wound The comfort zone it sounds The heaviest dream I had It's home for no retreater It's home for no one Where should I exist If I wanna run from myself? Or how should I get a rest Without envisioning the boys Who's still screaming next to my ears Who's still buried underneath Tell me I'm officially fine I'll bury everything happened to me In tomb of my consciousness Not big a deal for me Everyone hurts sometime It's just one small bite The memory will grow into vine of the numb The remedy itself will deny What I've done No big a deal for me It's a nightmare of my youth in our youth We sometimes get hurt don't you think? The memory will grow into vine of the numb The remedy itself will deny what I've done No big a deal you tell me I'm officially fine Officially fine