My affection

Youre carrying my
heart in your soul
I dare you dont
know I recall you
Love is a stream
I dont swim in
Flowing like a
wind, Im inclined to
Falling in unsavory ocean
Failing is what I do at best
All you gotta do
is to light the outside
And you better run
to set me aside
I was not allowed
to have you inside
Except that I allowed
you on my own
I troubled you a
lot to make you answer
Now Im gonna
loose your fetter instead
But its not enough
to set me aside
Bury me alive to end my word
Youre carrying my
heart in your soul
I dare you dont
know I recall you
Love is a stream
I dont swim in
Flowing like a
wind, Im inclined to
Falling in unsavory ocean
Failing is what I do at best
Youve been
my everlasting delighter
Yet Ill never see you through
Fail my endeavor instead
Lay me asleep until horizon glows
I am straying into a
straight light of the sun
It's giving births
to endless days
I cannot recognize how
much I loved you
You were my every single sorrow
But I have never
meant to burden you
with my unsettledness
or my unwanted attention
So I am setting you
free with all my love
Weve never owned each other
We've never been another
meanings, no more than ourselves
Together or nothing at all,
How could I be expecting you
To be my hideaway unless
you ask for my affection