My Only Hope

I kept everything inside
I'd always run and hide
Was it where I come from, what I have done

I've got the blues so much pain
Every single day
Wish I'd found another way

I don't know who is to blame
Is it me or when you came
I wonder if I'd be the same

But I can't change a thing
'Bout this hell I'm living in
Now my life lies in ruins