Cardiac_arrest

Oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
I guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
Every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
Oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
I really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
Cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
Blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
These chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

Don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
This sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
Oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
Every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
I can't shed now, my tears have burned away
Oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

My heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
Every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
We were meant to be but baby we can never be
Cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
You thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
But honestly you're as immature as it gets
And with every nerve ending in my body
I wanna be loved in the same way i love another

Clearly you dont see me
Heart's green with bleeding envy
I see right through you chest untempered glass
Even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
Everything you wrought, was of your own accord
And honestly i think you left cause you were bored
And that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
Striving for that point where i don't love you anymore