Somewhere Between Happiness And The Bottom Of The Lake

I never got the chance to say goodbye
Let alone spend a day with
You without a fight in
The months leading up to the end of your life
We were both sick and bed-ridden
I remember that night
Momma said "Daddy is gone"
"I tried to wake him but he
Won't his skin was ice cold"
Called 911 with my phone
And with the blink of an eye
My life changed I was grown
How could you leave me alone?
Fuck what I feel bitch you
Left my lil brother alone
Momma sold all that she owns
Just to take brother and make a
New home in the north east coast
Yet again I'm alone
Packed my belongings into my
Ford Taurus and watched
Boy meets world in what was our family room
(Never again will we sit all together)
(Never again will we all live together)
You're (Gone, When you left I was free)
(Yet you still haunt me)

(Sitting in the dark inside
These four white walls, And I keep)
(Thinking about how everything is
All my fault, And I think)
(What happened to everything I
Thought I knew!?, And I think)
(Why would someone care if I don't!?)