i miss u
[Intro: ghoulshorizon]
I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again, woah
[Chorus: ghoulshorizon]
I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I lied and I let it happen again
Feelings overwhelming
I feel like my chest is ripped open
I finally took you off my lock screen yesterday
I finally crawled out of bed today
I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I gave you all my love and you left me on open
[Verse 1: ghoulshorizon]
I'm struggling I'm cryin' every night
I'm not coping
These drugs are killing me
And leaving me feeling empty
I still see you in my dreams now
It's getting harder to sleep now
It's getting harder to sleep now
I don't know what my brain's telling me
Everything is coming down
And I can't speak my thoughts out loud
[Verse 2: bizzie]
It's getting colder in my head again
I am not thе same as I was
I guess its all pretеnd
These thoughts speak loud
And I feel like nothing
I'm temporary, maybe it's just meant to be
I miss you, these words were always truly spoken
Since you left, my heart has only been so broken
There's nothing left, I've lost all sense of my own purpose
Everything I do, only makes me feel way more worthless
I don't want to fall in love and fall apart again
So I lock my heart away and hold it 'til the very end
These words have me feeling so empty
Suffer in my dreams, there's no place left to be