Proud Of

I did
Some things that I am not proud of
Yea but why did
You act that way when around him
I was blinded
By you're beauty I would drown in
I got demons
Lately they've all been surrounding

You tweaking
Thinking I'm believing
I should've saw from the jump I wasn't what you needed
Thought I was the one until history repeated
It repeats
I retreat
There's no peace
Devil sitting next to me
You ain't on my level intellectually
But somehow I still need someone to rescue me
Need someone to rescue me
Don't recognize myself but I'm working on a better me
I know that it's hard
Hurt so bad I've been scarred
But In the end, I left scars on you too
What did we get into
I know that it's hard
Hurt so bad I've been scarred
But In the end, I left scars on you too
What did we get into

I did
Some things that I am not proud of
Yea but why did
You act that way when around him
I was blinded
By you're beauty I would drown in
I got demons
Lately they've all been surrounding

Been surrounding
Problems compounding
Can't think straight my visions been clouded
And I'm just tryna make it back
Cause I get too attached
You said you love me but I cant believe I fell for that
I run in circles
Thinking bout how I hurt you
But then you moved how you did so now it's fuck you
I used to love you
It's crazy what we've come too
I made a few mistakes and now my nightmares have come true
I know that it's hard
Hurt so bad I've been scarred
But In the end, I left scars on you too
What did we get into
I know that it's hard
Hurt so bad I've been scarred
But In the end, I left scars on you too
What did we get into

I did
Some things that I am not proud of
Yea but why did
You act that way when around him
I was blinded
By you're beauty I would drown in
I got demons
Lately they've all been surrounding