Back Again

Ay as I look around
Pain is a habit now
Change coming in and out
Ain't another way around
Can't trust a god damn word
They telling me for sure
Insane but the first ones worse
Hey maybe that's absurd
Listen to them no I cannot afford it
Forget the reason I'm doin for
Devil been knockin I open the door
In a world of fear and masks
All I know is going fast
And I'm back again fuckin up
Sayin that I'm done but it's not enough
Here I am out of luck
Bangin on the gas til I'm fully fucked
Everything they told me back in school is a fuckin trap
Came in with a couple loose screws I don't want them back
Wash up burnout loser and a fool and I'm cool with that
Actin like I got some shit to prove I ain't doin that
Ain't doin that
Ain't doin that
Oh woah oh woah
I know I'm not a perfect man
At least I am who I say I am
They want me eating out their hand
I'm so sick trynna understand
My own head is bowl of hurt
Their whole world is a hell on earth
Either way Ima crash and burn
Rather meet my demons first
I'm a damn degenerate but fuck it it's irrelevant
At least I've got the strength to chase a dream
In a world of fear and masks
All I know is going fast
And I'm back again fuckin up
Sayin that I'm done but it's not enough
Here I am out of luck
Bangin on the gas gas gas gas gas