Somehow They Still Stay

I'm so done with all these stupid rainy days
I want the sun to come out so we can go and play
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay
I'm so done with all these stupid sad filled days
I want some love from the one that will not go astray
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay

In my back pocket like they watching my steps
There are even times when it's like they grabbing my neck
All I need is happiness
As if that'd come true
I just want some confidence
It's like I'm stuck in my youth
It's like I can not escape
I'm all filled with regret
I'm rerunnin the tape
Every night before bed
I can't ever seem to get these thoughts right out of my head
No I can not ever get these thoughts right out of my head
So

I'm so done with all these stupid rainy days
I want the sun to come out so we can go and play
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay
I'm so done with all these stupid sad filled days
I want some love from the one that will not go astray
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay

In my backpack like they be knowing my thoughts
They be knowing all my weaknesses and all of my flaws
They always have me vulnerable
Open to words
I'm never feeling comfortable
Forgetting my worth
But that's just my two sense
And some call it nonsense
See those are just my demons
Playing with my conscious
And some may call it love
But I call it toxic
So I'mma just enjoy myself n keep on rocking

This is my life
And I'mma live it
Just how I wanna
Find my nirvana
Live with no drama
Carry no trauma
Love all the genres
Build up a saga
Cause

I'm so done with all these stupid rainy days
I want the sun to come out so we can go and play
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay
I'm so done with all these stupid sad filled days
I want some love from the one that will not go astray
Oh just somehow they still stay
Oh just somehow they still stay