Stargazing (Interlude)

[Verse]

Olhando esses estrelas eu so penso em voce
Dirigindo eu to precisando de prazer, deixa
Fumar maconha ate amanhecer
Eu fico pensando em tanto eu queria te ter, cara
You don't love me but you use me all the time, and
Your green eyes look like poison like they rot away my life cause
When I look into them I see what I can't have
A happy life with you I guess I'll just stay sad
I tell myself that I don't need you but I see you in my drеams
It's like I can't escape you еven when I go to sleep
So I'll stay awake and just try to count the stars
Envision a new life where I live on Mars
And I know you care about me just not the way I want it and
It's selfish of me to try to make these puzzle pieces fit
When they don't
I should just try to move on, but
Everytime I see you like I'm living in a new dawn
You say we're better off as friends and
You thought that that would help, soften the blows that you dealt
But all your words I still felt and
All the scars will still remain on my body
I guess I'll just numb myself with weed and some poppies look
I'm just a masochist who's looking for your love
Even though you made it clear that I should just let go of
Any chance of us to be together but the weight is breaking me
And these days, all I feel is pressure
On the drop of a dime I will be there to pick you up
To smoke you out
I just have to beware, of all the feelings that are
Bubbling to the surface even now when I see you
I still feel nervous
Butterflies in my stomach turned to moths, and
We talk like nothing happened but man what did it cost
All this turmoil in my brain, all this stress upon my heart
Everyday I feel the rain, everytime that we're apart
I'm just a parasite who needs you to live
A starving venus flytrap with nothing else to give
But my love, but my presence and everything I have
I wished I lived amongst the stars
Maybe there I'll find my other half