Everything Will Be Okay

Verse 1
Deep down in my mind
Trouble is what you find
With dark thoughts of the end
I’ve lost it and I can't pretend
That everything will be okay
Thats what they all say
But this is not a new day
Everything is not alright
Because I stay up all night
With no chance of achieving rest
Everyone is happy while Im just stressed
Spending my nights tossing and turning
These thoughts on my mind are burning
Away at the little bit of sanity that I possess
And these thoughts aren't something I can repress
Everyday waking up to this mess
And it doesn’t get any better
This pain gripping me like a sweater
With each day I feel more bitter
Loading numbness in my one hitter

Hook:
But everything will be okay
At least thats what they say
As this blue sky turns grey
And night turns to a darker day
I promise everything will be okay

Verse 2
Now i am a shell of the man I used to be
With daily thoughts of a killing spree
With only one victim in mind
The one sitting right behind
This mic spilling his bruised guts
Like pouring salt into his cuts
And scratches but he’s ashamed
Of what he did yet he goes unblamed
So my thoughts stay behind my eyes
Deep down where you can't analyze
So on the outside it seems fine
But each day I slowly decline
In health by mental and physical
Now it’s starting to get critical
But I can never speak up
So everything starts to buildup
Until I finally corrode
And on that day I explode
Spilling my guts about the past
But by then I will have passed
Overwhelmed by my thoughts
Drowned in the ocean of my faults
Never again to be remembered
From any relationship I severed
And I will forever rot
Left for dead in this spot

Hook:
But everything will be okay
At least thats what they say
As this blue sky turns grey
And night turns to a darker day
I promise everything will be okay