Despondent

Uss raat mai kamre me ked tha
Jb pta chla tere sth koi ger tha
Kese kru door un yaado ko
Jis pal mera khud se hi ber tha
Tere jane k baad intezar tera krta hu
Yeh jaan kr bhi tu ab wapas ayegi ni

I know glti kri bhot
I know tune mauke diye bhot
Khaab jo sth sajaye they
Mene todne k mauke diye bhot

Meri glti khudki glti ko nh smjha mai
Meri glti jo aj tere liye tarsa mai
Meri glti jo aj tu bhi mere pass nhi
Meri glti jo aj rab bhi dera sth nhi

Har jagh dhundta rha mai tujhe
Yaddon ne teri aise jakda jo bhulne na diya tujhe
Ha krti hai teri yaadein hit
Yeh soch kr kese tu krgyi mujhe ditch
Ha ab akela sa rheta hu
cpne se bs yeh kehta rheta hu
That you were gone

ctti toh tujhe bhi yaad meri hai
Jb tu msg mujhe krke unsend krti hai
Mai smjh jata hu that you are on your toes
I don't like people jo fursat mai yaad kre you knows
Jb tu thi tb zindagi se pyaar tha
Jbse tu gayi hai tbse bs maut ka intezaar tha

Kher Maut Toh cani hi hai ek din
Tu kya duniya Yaad Kregi uss din

Bs reh gyi hai yeh kalam
Jo dil pr lga rahi hai ab mhram
I am thinking not to write you
Teri yaddon se bhari hai ab meri raat
Yeh kalam ni rukegi tere bare mai likhne k baad