Heartbreak in Heaven

Yeah, how you want me just to let me go
Yeah, do you love me? Baby, I don't know
It only took one woman, now I can't trust a soul
I'm on a lonely road, I guess I'm on my own
Remember when you said you loved me for the first time
Then you took my soul, yeah, I swear that was the worst crime
And I'm getting older
I can feel her energy around me getting colder
Get higher, it don't work
I get fucked up and say I don't care but it don't even work
I keep on falling in love but every time it gets worse
I swear it don't even hurt
And shit, I'm probably cursed
And shit, I'm probably dead
Told mama I need a hearse
They say I'm all in my head
They tell me don't fall in love but you should try it instead
And now we're all dead
And she just wanna come back like nothing happened
Saying you and me, I swear that shit's in the past tense

Yeah, I told that hoe I'm God so don't fuck with me
She say I'm the worst but every time she coming back to me
I'm under a curse, see the devil when she look at me
I feel like I'm trapped in my mind, can't see what I see

And I'm fucked up, I've been on this love drug
Only been a month, yeah, tryna take my soul, yeah
I don't even love love, I don't even love us
It feel like a heartbreak in heaven, I'm in love, yeah, yeah

Yeah, and she's back in the back of my mind
I swear she told me, yeah, Hell, yeah is where she reside
Sometimes I cannot tell if I'm really alive
And if I go out tomorrow, swear it was a hell of a life
I had a hell of a ride but I be losing my mind
But at this point in my life, y'all just be wasting my time
And I be doing things that people spend their lives just to try
So if I tell her I'm gone, then coming back, yeah, she might

Yeah, I told that hoe I'm God so don't fuck with me
She say I'm the worst, but every time she coming back to me
I'm under a curse, see the devil when she look at me
I feel like I'm trapped in my mind, can't see what I see

And I'm fucked up, I've been on this love drug
Only been a month yeah, tryna take my soul, yeah
I don't even love love, I don't even love us
It feel like a heartbreak in heaven, I'm in love, yeah, yeah