​cuba lake

I fell asleep in the back seat
With my eyes wide shut, bumping Backstreet
We arrived on time to the crash scene
I just stared as I saw my body pass me
Could've swore that this shit
Happened last week
Got a hunch, it's a recurring bad dream
(Hello, we are not available now)
Had a bunch last year when they asked me
(Please leave your name and phone
Number after the beep)
"What is it that you fear in your passing?"
(We will return your call) beep

What is it, that you fear in your passing?
Maybe death
But it's more so in the crashing
Do I feel everything as it's flashing?
Do I care? Does it hurt? yeah, I'm asking
'Cause I don't have a clue how to feel
Why do all of these dreams seem so real?
Would it change if I just took the wheel?
I don't know 'til all four tires squeal

I'm stuck in a nightmare
Scared by where my eyes stare
No clipping through my car door
My body will just lie there
Reaching towards the skies stairs
You won't make it, I swear
The current is pulling me
I'm hoping I don't die here
(I'm stuck in a nightmare
Scared by where my eyes stare
No clipping through my car door
My body will just lie there
Reaching towards the skies stairs
You won't make it, I swear
The current is pulling me
I'm hoping I don't die here)

I'm floating to the surface
I guess life is worth it
Beat the fuck out of myself
Tell me that I deserve it
Anxious is a person for that I am certain
I embody all my fears and
Wear them like a curtain