Germ

[Verse 1]
I can't remember the last time I lived
You wasted the love I was desperate to give
My soul's left to wither and all that remains
This exoskeleton that's beaten to grain
Why must I suffer?
I wish I could be tougher
Please forgive me of sin
But tell me, if God loves me, why won't this end?

[Verse 2]
Fed to survive, but deprived of a life
Long time ago, it flashed before my eyes
Senseless and tortured, my reason is pain
You are an angel, and I'm but a stain
Why am I so ugly?
I internally bleed
I want to touch the sun
But if I deserve this, then what have I done?

[Breakdown]
I have had it with this life
It's time to let it go
All the meaning has been drained
And there's nowhere left to go
So farewell to the living
And those I used to love
Oh mama, mama
I will join you from above

[Bridge]
Senses gone numb
Pulse is a drum
Could this be done?
Deny
Yes, I deny
First step to die
Fight and I fly

Mad at the Lord
Mad at the world
Madness unfurl
Anger
Tear through the fur
Bite at the flesh
Endlessly scream

Help me survive
Keep me alive
Just one last try
Bargain
Praying won't work
Faith does not help
I can't turn back

Why is it me?
Why target me?
Why always me?
Despair
Why even try?
Just let me die
Turn my nose dry

[Break]
Die

Accept
Accept
Accept
I accept

[Outro]
Warm glow
A warm glow draws me in
Warm glow
Pulls me towards the light
Warm glow
A warm glow draws me in
Warm glow
Pulls me towards the light