Everywhere + Nowhere
It's been a crazy 10 years
We just tried to keep it moving while battling all our fears
On a way to show with the tank on empty
Cos my card was in arrears
2 MOBO's and 30 countries
It's looking a little different man
How did we get here
I was chilling with a the prince in palace
Same day we hit 5 million streams on the album
But still no radio
Still no record deal
Still they don't rate me though
And still getting guest list texts
the night before my set some friends still don't pay for shows
Still the token guy on the lineup
Ticking the diversity box while getting it hyped up
Still learning to count my blessings but sometimes I'm stressing it's like it's never ending
Grateful l for what has happened but still searching for more
5 albums deep but still how we record
Is me and jimmy James in a humble home studio
Saving up the pennies hope we only got a few to go
Cos we'd love a home for the future flows
Blessing others artists who wanna make their music go
But I'm just a rapper with no rich benefactor so all I can do is stack up and ask God the route to go
It's like we're everywhere and nowhere
It's like we're everywhere and nowhere
Tryna pay a mortgage
With a new born son don't know if I can afford it
Plus My accountant just did the audit
Had a Great summer but been quiet since August,
I'm reminiscing cos there's one thing I've learnt it's that God always provides so I could never forfeit
Easier said than done still just watch me Takeoff Cos I walk it like a talk it
It's like I'm half rapper half worship leader
Tryna find my place find my lane I got circus fever
The more I see the more I feel out of place
I'm not quite stormzy and I'm not quite Lecrae
Guess I'll look beneath the surface for faith
These are songs from heaven and it's not a burden it's grace
I been searching for a sermon for day s
One on insecurity and how I'm nervous to say
Truth is I don't even know what I'm doing
Don't even know where I'm going
I just live in the moment and hope
That my future is in your hands and you're on the throne so I'm comfortable with your plans
I know that I'll grow
Youre the maker of the planet so I guess
even if I'm everywhere and nowhere
I know i'm fine cos my savior doesn't panic
and he's in control here