To God

I swear to god I was built for this s**t
I started this the same time I had scholarships on the table for me
I do this s**t for my n****s that set the table for me
I know my n****s gotta eat so now I’m hunting for them
I knew the sun was coming right after this thunderstorm
I knew this s**t happen
Ain’t nobody want it more
I had to pause the rap
And then I went and copped a store
Don’t have turn my back
I know I’m running up the score
Quadruple double and I did it in my flu game
Step inside the room
Guarantee you feel mood change
Them boys soft as titties and they not rapper 2 Chainz
They Russian just to keep up
I think they from Ukraine
I swear I’m getting closer god
My life not a facade
I bet you thought I wouldn’t rise above the rubble
I drew the plays and put all of my n****s in a huddle
We missed some calculations but we made it through struggle
19 hardest summer that I been through
House cuts calling and I know I got this rent due
A n***a got depressed
All the stress on my mental
I started second guessing every vision that I penciled out
But you know who held me down
She told me keep going cuz they know you got the crown
And heavy is the head
You ain’t came this far drown
So keep on swimming I’ll never let you hit the ground HAKIM
It’s papi you know you the mommy
Let you all inside my brain
I turn you to zombie
If the whip fall apart I know you still riding
If I’m lost
You go navigate and come and find me
Yeah
You really stuck it out
Is this what love about
I can see why n****s overdose and die
This shit is so addictive and you always get me high
And if I cannot have I don’t want to live this life
I withdrawal
I’m in awe
I lose part of me
I fear none
And no one
Will put fright in me
Except G-O-D know he watch over me
I live a honest life
Rap about it openly
I line them all up
What I do
Shooting spree
You know it’s double c’s
Like the Black & the Caspian
Black mob drifting I might have to grab the mask again
My fashion sense wild
Put your mind inside the labirynth
It’s amazing what I got done
See the pressure was applied I did not run
See that pressure I applied
You realize you can’t stop him
F**k is really up with all this family s**t
I’d be damned to build a bridge that all these motherf*****s burned
Been quite for a minute it’s my motherf*****g turn
If I don’t tell my side I know they never going to learn
I rather speak the truth and f**k the feelings im’a hurt
I’m not the one to turn your back to
I would hate to be the person that I had to cut off
Cause once I shut you off
All emotions that involved
And the memories
I empty everything that’s in the vault
Now you dead
Ain’t nobody had a funeral at all
White roses
I rapped about it way before the fall
I put my feelings down and send them off to god
Cause once I get them out of me I leave it up to y’all