Nowadays (feat. Dia)

I'm loyal to a fault
I prolly give you
My last breath
Reminiscing bout these times
As I take my last steps
It's funny how I'm scared of love
But I'm welcoming of death
Heart been tore pieces
Tried to give you what was left
You was all I needed
I don't know what happens next
Can't live in the past
I'm a different me
Yea we all dogs
But I'm a different breed
I know we got history
Late night texting
Come on let's get messy
I'll let ya new one know
That there will never be a
Next me
I hope that you know
You got the best me
I be living reckless don't stress me
Asking bout my whereabouts
Don't press me
Don't press me
Nowadays
I just been numb
Cannot feel shit
Found a way
To move on
love is an illness
Tried to to stay
This is something
I can't deal with
I just wanna fly away
Not ready to die today
Need a different
Type of vibe
Today
Nowadays
I just been numb
Cannot feel shit
Found a way
To move on
Love is an illness
Tried to to stay
This is something
I can't deal with
I can't deal with
Told me that you need a
Different vibe
I can give that
Hoping I could be your
Ride or die
Let me get that
You don't gotta deal with all the lies
Or the bullshit
I been on my grind
So I can show you
I can do this
Maybe it's the way that
You keep to yourself
I know there'll be a day
When you ask for my help yea
Baby it's ok open up
Let me in now
It's a better day
You can love yea
You know how
I can tell your emotional
Yea you don't like to lose control
Boy with me
You can have it all
No you don't have to hide
From me no no
I'll be here when your good and done
Yea you know your
My number one
Let's sit back looking at the sun
Nowadays
I just been numb
Cannot feel shit
Found a way
To move on
Love is an illness
Tried to to stay
This is something
I can't deal with
I just wanna fly away
Not ready to die today
Need a different type of vibe
Today
Nowadays
I just been numb
Cannot feel shit
Found a way
To move on
Love is an illness
Tried to to stay
This is something
I can't deal with
I can't deal with