Snow

I've been trying to clear my head for days
But the thoughts remain
I've been scrubbing my skin until it bleeds
But I never feel like I'm clean
I've been trying to forget what you did
But I don't want you to leave
I've been trying to forget what you did
But I don't want you to leave

You are red, we are red
I felt my heart return again
You are red, we are red
A love that'd last right through the end

You just got tired of holding on
Life gets hard with no reasons to move on
Memories always seem to break mе
You were always the onе to stitched up my seams

I've been trying to forget what you did
But I don't want you to leave me

Erase my bones
It's time for me to let go
Holding on to your noose
Thinking I could have saved you
And I hear your voice in my head
Whispering that 'this is not the end'
There is more than this world
And we'll be together again

I'll drown myself in blood because all thIs time I've been looking for something that you left behind
Every day I've been dying inside
To realise that my heart will always be at your side
Everything is dead to me
Not even a remnant of who I used to be
Strip my soul from this hollow shell
And I'll tell God to show himself