Panic_at_the_kickback

[Intro]
(Surf-), (Surf-)
In my mind, like I'm competing
With myself, I cannot even
Out the odds, it ain’t that easy
I don't even like to sleep in
Every night ain't even dreamin’
Cause when I wake, that's where I be in (Surfgang, bitch)

[Verse]
Weefin', I ain't tryna panic
Livin' like a fucking manic
Sometimes, it gets hard to manage
I'm so high, see from a vantage
When I pull up, I'm crash landin'
I don’t mean to cause no damage
Exiled as a youth, was banished
Sometimes, I just wanna vanish
I don’t think you'll overstand it
I done grown my feet, stay planted
I’m gon' always eat, ain't gonna leave my family in famine
Still, I be stuck and I don't know
Fork in the road, I took ’em all
Bitch, I ain't shoppin' at no mall
I'm spendin' yen to cop it all
Can't even pronounce what I got on
Ain't never forget what I've done wrong
Chip on my shoulder, the world inside my palms
Putting trust in the universe, but sometimes that bitch be wrong