Why?

[Intro]
I'm seeing bright red
Bright lights and [?] are rollin'
Obsessed to substance
I cannot control it
On edge, no sweat
I know I'm loaded
Dynamite

[Verse 1]
Loss of patience breaking the silence
Loss of hearing sirens in my head
Losing reasons trying to find them
Losing feelings [abusive] relationships
Built this house with no roof on my head
Celebrations take place for my death
I don't give a fuck about trying
Too late to save this sinking ship

[Chorus]
Why?
Ever wonder why?
You wear this disguise
Ever wonder why?
Please just tell me why?
Ever wonder why?
You wear this disguise
Ever wonder why?

[Bridge]
I see deceptive intentions under your hypnosis
Desperate to end this give me something potent
Sentenced to death quick let me be a willing sacrifice

[Verse 2]
Let it lead to my incarceration
A lost cause to rot in isolation
Don't ever say that's it's my imagination
Prescriptions on prescriptions don't do shit
Please sedate me till I keep quiet
Diffuse the ticking timebomb in my head
Not convinced you have my best interest
She said, "Come back in a month to get your fix"

[Chorus]
Why?
Ever wonder why?
You wear this disguise
Ever wonder why?
Please just tell me why?
Ever wonder why?
You wear this disguise
Ever wonder why?

[Outro]
(Please just tell me why?!)