The Crushing Power of Time

Answer always comes when it's almost late
And then it's understanding becomes a hate
We go through it with pains, with scars on our veins
With hopes to find a life, which will be not as knife
Sometimes it's better, when you have no choice
Than make mistakes, listening to internal voice
So many things, that done, we regret
But only some of them we can't really forget

We slash our skin; we go to the worst sin
We use alcohol to loose the control

I know there are the moments when you feel you will
And moments when you feel you will try
To confine your dreams inside reality
And to find the sense of morality
A second, which decides all
To rise or to fall

Can you explain why things not happen in time
I assume it conducts to a crime
A simple lack of comprehension
Inclines us to deadly depression

An attempt to mind true passion
Ends with the burst of desperate aggression
And when time traps me in corner I want to go away
But I remember formers - I will only decay

Replacing the mind with emotion
We see the most beautiful ocean
But ocean is deep, beware
Of someone whom we don't care

Origin of suicide is something we don't know why
Do far or make beside is all that we can decide

"T" is for "take a chance"
"I" is for "innocence"
"M" is for "mind" and "me"
"E" is for "energy"

Time is what we all afraid
Time is what we always wait
Life is only time to pray
Death is our only fate

And in the end of my way I want to ask a question
What for I was here, if there is no love
And many times I prayed but got a rejection
Now I feel no more fear, I'm going too far