Sunshine

It wasn't so bad
Hold up
Think I'm on a roll now a no show no phone solo postpone didn't mean to hold out
How it all goes south four loco photos yolo
We can burn down the whole town
Yeah I'm a legend
With no name no hope and seasonal depression
I feel anxious I take deep breaths
Stay tailor made even if I seem stressed
My Business the syndicate of regrets
Bottomless I'm an infinite regress
But I still hit the bottom hot button topic so many songs in
Minor a major failure
But I'm an excellent salesman
I take another L then, hide the pain tell people I'm well and
Think of who got it worse thinking to myself I should be more selfless
Try to be divine but I'm so damn hellbent
Now I'm thinking too much but I can't help it
Over analytical how typical overwhelmed over sober can't shoulder anything
At the pinnacle of pitiful loud visuals of anyone out there with inner peace
What's that like
For me it's a funeral and the sound of bagpipes

The sunshine yeah it moves ya moves ya
The light yeah let it flow through ya through ya
The sunshine yeah it moves ya moves ya
The light yeah let it flow through ya through ya

Got a 7 foot brain on 5'8 frame
5 or 6 good months where I maintain
Ain't putting up any fronts despite good change
Like pinewood grain with a light wood stain
Short of breath pouring sweat forced to get more than less
Ain't boarding jets it's for the less fortunate bored to death
Don't support the press or what's purported next
Everybody life look better on IG
Mental health never TikTok on my timepiece
Never get got on my rhyme scheme
Murder every bar it's a crime scene
Beat myself up with a kick and a snare
Two piece a dirty rice I'll finish it there
Step outside feel the air it's therapeutic
I make music an abusive nuisance yet so inclusive
For his hers zee and zer and their amusement
At war to keep the peace wanna ride with me
Afterwards we can meet and greet in the sky at 3
Cuz I gotta get high to get mind at ease
So tiring to deal with anxiety
Nunchuck strike to my tough love type
Writing block got me fucked up like
Thick thighs and them eyes and
Inside we wake with the sunrise and
Splitting linens getting lost in time
Love will always give me at least a few lines
I denied I'm in denial admit it with a smile
Lots of things ain't been said in a while
Vibing with nihilists til' I smell the coffee
And need to confide in them
Billowing pillows bring hickory smoke a home evoked eloped in my soliloquy
Penciling symmetry perfect picturing of mental shit so distinct like a widows peak
Slow down it'll be alright
Take a breath get fresh and be on tonight
Ready break the levee there's Freedom in sight
Instead of getting heavy we just keeping it lite
My eyes to the tide think I see a new wave
Feels like a lie despite what the truth say
All y'all in my heart it's not a new pain
Smile at life baby it's a new day

The sunshine yeah it moves ya moves ya
The light yeah let it flow through ya through ya
The sunshine yeah it moves ya moves ya
The light yeah let it flow through ya through ya
The sunshine yeah it moves ya moves ya
The light yeah let it flow through ya through ya