Long Way Down

I wanna blow the whistle right into my ears
I wanna wake my dozing symptoms up this year
Cause every inch of it
Is sharp enough to make it fit
It’s such a long way down

I wanna sterilize my body til it shines
I want my skin so reflective it burns my eyes
Cause every inch of this
Makes me gag until I’m sick
It’s such a long way down

I wanna smoke holes through my throat and black my lungs
I wanna clean out Fukushima with my tongue
Cause every inch of this
Is such a disappointment
It’s such a long way down

I liked you more when you made a fuss and cried all night
You liked me more when I was sick, now all you do is sigh
Cause every inch of this
Is some backwards, fucked up shit
It’s such a long way down