May 8
(ICO, Incognito)
Corey
As you fuck me over
You thought you could get away
Nah not on my watch)
For years, I thought you loved me
Who knew all of this would turn ugly
The guy you cheated on me is now your hubby
And that's cool. I don't hate so you do you
Coke on the dresser and it's not a coke cola
Xanax, ima end up in a coma
I don't care about my life. Redemption is over
I don't care about my life so I'm hardly sober and
Too much drugs I can't feel my face
Embrace the madness ever since that day
On the eighth count my soul away
Doing big amounts of drugs today
As long as I stop thinking I'll be okay
Problematic I'm like this everyday
Looking at time counting my days away
This bitch on my mind
I need to get
Stoned I think I'm stoner
Over I just want my life to be over
Closure no one ever give me closure
Sober When I die I won't be sober
You mess my world up like fallout
I tried to be friends I rather cut it out
Cause I know the truth and how this will turnout
I'll be the one in hell digging myself out
("Let's work this out")
It's funny how people change and turnaround
Fakeness is getting way too crowded now
But these drugs makes me happy
I'm bout to wipeout
My heart let them in but now they aren't allowed
Ima be loner time to reroute
Stick to the plan but this shit went south
I was too busy popping at the mouth
Popping pills ignoring my feels
This shit too real
I was just bystander
Why you look at my way
I'm star struck
Actually I hope lightning strikes twice
When I think about you
Coming straight for you
For all the things you put me through
A cheater for a cheater
Too much pain
Making me go insane
Making me going insane
Making me so insane
Too much pain
I need to be
Stoned I think I'm stoner
Over I just want my life to be over
Closure no one ever give me closure
Sober When I die I won't be sober
Stoned I think I'm stoner
Over I just want my life to be over
Closure no one ever give me closure
Sober When I die I won't be sober
(Corey)
May 8th
When everything started to change