I Feel Nothing

it wasn't long ago but it already feels like she was never part of my life
now that she's gone i can't explain how i feel but i don't really feel alive
i wouldn't say i miss her
but i know i felt better with her
why do i try to find happiness with someone else when i can't even be happy myself yea

idk if i should feel bad about it 'cause i let her go so easily
love's a finnesse and i'm wondering if i'll ever find the right one for me
someone who feels the same way i feel
just somebody who needs the same as me
so we can complete ourselves
as long as i don't have someone like her i have nobody

lost in the moment
knowing
that it's slowly passing
my heart's already broken
my thoughts just floading
till i feel nothing

feel so numb
i don't feel a thing anymore
wasn't that what i wanted?
everything feels so wrong
taste blood on my tongue
i don't know
reality's so distorted

i don't know what i want
i don't know what i need
and i don't even if i'm honest
i don't know what i am
i don't know what i know
but it seems like all the others are flawless

i feel so lost
yea i don't know anything
i feel so cold
yea i don't feel a thing
anymore
anymore
anymore