Life Is Pointless

wake up in my bed
i just wanna die
fucking with my head
no im not alright
you just make sad
but i dont wanna cry
anymore

searching for my way
all i feel is pain yea
talking with nobody
slowly goin insane
yea i feel so fucking empty everyday
suicidal thoughts everyday

look at the stars
they're so far away
tell me you that love me
even if it's only for today
i be feeling lonely
when it's getting late
i fell for a girl i don't even dated

fucking with my heart
fucking with my mind
fucking tear me apart
i don't care if im alive
i just wanna runaway
tellin' everyone im fine
can i fucking escape
nothing is gonna change
this worlds is driving me

crazy
nobody knows me lately
i became a different person
know that i am changing

i've been waiting my whole life
girl just look me in my eyes
i'm just fakin when i smile
so don't believe my stupid lies

all these people are trapped in their world
they have created themselves
friends are worthless in the end
do you understand the message i tell
i don't got time
life's slowly killing me
wanna fucking die
bitch numb all my feeling
i don't feel alive
everything seems so easy
i don't fucking cry
cause life has no meaning

[2x]
wake up in my bed
i just wanna die
fucking with my head
no i'm not alright
you just make sad
but i don't wanna cry
anymore

fuck i know that i falling
inner struggle with my conscious
i just wanna be loved
but i be feelin' so lost
and all my memorys haunt me
reality so distorted
i got more than i wanted