Not Love
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own
Cos i've been getting wasted its basic
The whiskey on my tongue and then i taste sick
Guess its just to ease the pain when i fake it
I got crushed too many times now i'm faceless
Wear a mask all day cos i hate this
Each seconds a struggle wonder will i make it
Cos everything thats mine seems to get taken
Loves not my strong suit i'm starting to feel vacant
Cos the only one who understands my mind
My real ride or die
I have to keep in the friend zone
And it breaks me inside
Every time i close my eyes
I could try and lie
But i don't think they'd understand me
Its not love id find
Its not love id find
Its not love id find
You understand my mind
Its not love id find
Its not love id find
Its not love id find
Its not love id find
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own
Cos i've been feeling basic getting wasted
Looking for a way to keep my friends adjacent
Cos i've been feeling weak worried that they'll find replacements
People leave doesn't mean new spots are vacant
Circles small cos i'm good at burning bridges
Once you disrespect you can bet that i'm finished
The ones that fucked up are the ones acting like they didn't
But i'm moving on its time to mind your fucking business
Cos the only one who understands my mind
My real ride or die
I have to keep in the friend zone
And it breaks me inside
Every time i close my eyes
I could try and lie
But i don't think they'd understand me
Its not love i'd find
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own
Getting high a puff of smoke
If you know me you know the go
I think life's a fucking joke
I do this shit on my own