Silence On The Other End

A day out there wish I was home instead
Back in my bed finding time to rest
All of my friends have content on the internet
I tend to chat with them on hours end
I push myself to see them now and then
Why I can't I simply seem to talk to them
It's so bizarre that all your online friends
Are offline hard to talk to on the other end of the line

And I'm standing in the quiet, fighting silence
Not knowing what to say, wished it would go away
And I'm just trying through the shyness
Should I just walk away, see someone else today

A day out there wished I was home again
Staying the way I am on the other side of the line
Why am I such an awkward introvert
Who tries to be such an extrovert but I'm not

I push myself to see my friends
I'd hate to lose them and start again on the other side
They mean so much to me all my friends
Why can't I ever be so confident on the other side
I push myself to see my friends
I'd hate to lose them and start again on the other side
They mean so much to me all my friends
Oh I wished I had the self esteem to talk to them with confidence