Courage

I don't ever wanna feel nervous
So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon
This life is a war I need courage
Yeah I'm an extraordinary person

Livin well, I'm never one to kiss and tell but what the hell
Karma is the bitch that put me in a spell
Told me that I gotta sell my soul if I wanna go if I wanna leave got me beggin on my knees please
Let me Believe in the dreams that I see when I go to sleep pray to the lord for my soul to keep
Like a shepherd to a sheep Ima severe all the creeps I bring pressure to the streets
You can't measure my physique no

Sittin at home, play on my phone, me and the liquor be sittin alone
Me and the henny be gettin along, me And my people be hittin the bong
What did I do to deserve this, thinking Is all of it worth it
This shit is Makin me nervous. thank god for his service
He done gave me a purpose, put together all the Verses
Keep It hot like a thermos, clown rappers are worthless
Made the rap game a circus, Time has Come for me To murk it
When I'm shooting hit the surface

I don't ever wanna feel nervous
So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon
This life is a war I need courage
Yeah I'm an extraordinary person

And every time I was hurtin
Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning
A better life's what I'm searchin
Every single second I was hustlin and workin

Waitin for that income to come in
Listening to the rap I'm gettin tired of the mumbling
Don't mean no Disrespect I know that you was also struggling
But just cause you going mainstream doesn't mean you sayin somethin

Get in the booth, spittin the truth, lettin it loose
Tyin a noose, making a move, somethin to prove, nothing to lose
Where do I go, what do I do how do I know
Who i should choose pickin a flow takin a life
Music is mine make it my wife

Takin a sip of the medicine, I'm a different type of specimen
New rappers too feminine, tryna act all Elegant, leave yo asses trembling
Cannot reach my element, I am too intelligent, y'all are too irrelevant
Tired of comparisons, with the way I rap to eminem
He the leadin soldier I'm just folllowin his regiment He the rap god In the game
I'm just stayin in my lane keepin up with his testaments

I don't ever wanna feel nervous
So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon
This life is a war I need courage
Yeah I'm an extraordinary person

And every time I was hurtin
Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning
A better life's what I'm searchin
Every single second I was hustlin and workin

Anxiety's a beast that lives deep within my soul
It feels like I'm driving but I'm losin all control
I don't know who to look to and
I don't know where to go
So I sit back and stare at the end of 44

And I don't wanna fuckin blow my brains out
So I'm pullin on the reefer just to bring the pain down
Put a ring on life and cheated on her ass with karma
Hungry for the win peelin skin Jeffery Dahmer

This was no coincidence, I was way too vigilant
Money and the music had me feelin too ambivalent
Such adolescent innocence had to move more more militant
Got no time for ignorance it doesn't make a difference
The way I move or the way I flow, cause everything I've done so far has been set in stone
Like a new age Moses, know this, keep your friends close and your enemies the closest

I don't ever wanna feel nervous
So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon
This life is a war I need courage
Yeah I'm an extraordinary person

And every time I was hurtin
Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning
A better life's what I'm searchin
Every single second I was hustlin and workin